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Vehemence The Thoughts From Which I Hide (2000) God Was Created (2002) The Thoughts From Which I Hide I Take Your Life Now that you understand You will go peacefully But I still regret Not hearing you pleading Pulling you closer feeling your breasts Pressing so firmly, aroused! I take your life, just to feel the ecstasy My knife in you, as you are my willing victim To caress your flesh, and to feel the blood soaked moisture My only regret, you cannot feel this more than once Your breasts swollen to the touch Warm breath drops upon your neck Closing your eyes so tightly Anxiously await my next move Insert deep into you Womb like warmth of your cunt Further I drive my arm Until I reach my elbow Pulling you closer feeling your breasts Pressing so firmly, aroused! Saying Goodbye I can still see my reflection in your Blood soaked eye as you sob A last farewell severing all of my passion Bullshit, your words such pain You have created this chain reaction My sorrow to hate and my hatred to violence The only thing that I really desired was For you to give me a reason to hate you And now that I have this, there is nothing to stop me I will destroy you, as you to my psyche For this pain is never to be forgotten With my mallet I swing crushing the bones in your pelvis Y ou cry for some sympathy, I do not fucking think so Your pain has only just begun pulling backwards Expose your intestines, your eyes begging My pain is forever your cries cannot compare This emptiness is soon to consume you Blood pools underneath us from severed arteries My smile reminds me of the times we've shared Puncture, remove, remorse, sorrow Your death, my joy, your pain, my life Smashing, tearing, ending your reign Supreme no more, I am my own As you quiver, await the end My words ingrained always in you I need to know that I'll never see your face again Digging deeply under your flesh peeling so slowly The skin pulls away bearing facial muscle tissue As convulsions subside your soul leaves your corpse Puncture remove Remorse sorrow As you quiver I need to know that I'll never see your face again I can still see my reflection in your Blood soaked eye as you sob A last farewell severing all of my passion Peel your flesh , passion growing deep inside me Cut and push , my knife a fatal phallus Replace with my throbbing swollen cock Your corpse still, but still warm and perfect for me Taste the blood, the time has come to savor your death Say goodbye, my love for you down to nothing Goodbye Whore Cunt Die I could tell you tales of morbid visions, thoughts from which I hide The fear within this shell that I call my soul reflects the darkness This pit of agony into which I have been cast by those who do not see the pain Draining down you inner thigh, what you knew as sex Nails I drive deep into the vagina, ceasing the piercing screams What was once your cunt is now my throbbing toy I drive the hammer deeper to block the pain from my mind This bloody whore who I once told I loved Has become a pile of mangled flesh swarming with insect As I dissect her unborn fetus I hear her whisper one last cry Begging her false prophet for forgiveness, I rape her in the name of Jesus Christ I feel no shame for this disgrace, this atrocity Her very existence being an abomination to humanity There are so many like her waiting to be dead My insanity is my creativity while clearing out my mind These things that I have done are purged from memory But those which linger turn my vision black I wish I could turn my hatred on myself, I want to die But there is a dark force which seems to hold me back Pleading with her god to make my torment stop Hearing my own cries, I drive myself deep Hoping she lives through my climax so she can choke On the steaming slop which i spurt all over her face That whore must die I want this vision of torment to live forever in my mind To stifle the agony that tears ravenously at my soul Her death will secure my piece of mind for now But soon another cunt will die for Satan What You've Become Smile at me again, but I know what's on your mind It's so easy for you, tell me what I want to hear Damn your lies, sliding my blade across your face I can smile at you and terror courses through your veins I know how you feel, and I feel just the same Deep in my mind, the sledge is raised to remove your brain Verbally I lie but mentally I'm raping your corpse Dreaming of your extinction, I smile and tell you you're my friend They look at me and they think I'm just like them I will show you how I really feel Preparing for a vision of hell The incision is made under the left tear duct Gliding slowly across the jugular, my hand warm and moist Across the breastbone exposing the glistening ribcage And finally arriving at the vast cornucopia of organs in your lower abdominal area Your death pleases me, you smile at me no more, stiffened corpses cannot smile Your words cannot hurt, your tongue is stapled to my wall Fuck you and your lies, your mouth is now my urinal I can smile at you, I am happy with what you've become They look at me and they think I'm just like them I will show you how I really feel No One Wins The walls cave in on me, this life that you call mine You smile say you love me, I want to smash your face My torment, my prison, why must life be this way I close my eyes to see my mental death of you My tears spill from the corner of my eye Stumbling upon the realization No one wins Rejection, ostracized, become to numb to love They say that they're you friend, you wanted so much more Companion, a lover, you wont let me love you Raising my fists in rage, I curse gods high and low My tears spill from the corner of my eye Stumbling upon the realization No one wins I feel the oppression of this life that's inflicted upon me You scoff at misery that I collapse under the sheer force of Your complete ignorance has me screaming rage and hatred for you You are an imbecile and it is for that fact that you must die How can you deceive yourself with lies Why must you say fucking blatant non-truths Admit it if you must hate me And then we won't pretend to be friends Tidal waves of anger cascade into rivulets Of thought that I must learn to get under control I must think, organize, and come to terms with this No matter how hard I try I won't win My tears spill from the corner of my eye Stumbling upon the realization No one wins Nameless Faces, Scattered Remnants SEE THE SUN RISE CASTING LUMINOUS SHADOWS BATTLE FIELD LITTERED WITH BLOODY WRETCHED MORNING AIR CRISP WITH THE STENCH OF THE SUFFERING DESPAIR EMANATES FROM THE MELANCHOLY SHELLS NAMELESS FACES, SCATTERED REMNANTS NOT AS MANY DEAD AS I WOULD HAVE WISHED SURVEYING THE WRECKAGE I PRETEND TO CARE DIGGING FURIOUSLY I FRANTICALLY SEARCH HEARING THEIR PLEAS AND QUICKENING MY PACE I UNEARTH A ROOM QUICK TO LOOK INSIDE CRIBS OVERTURNED TINY BODIES LIE BROKEN MY JOY IS SO VERY HARD TO HIDE NAMELESS FACES, SCATTERED REMNANTS NOT AS MANY DEAD AS I WOULD HAVE WISHED BUT NOW I HASTEN MY EFFORT GRABBING A LIFELESS CHID CORPSE SHOVING BROKEN LIMBS INTO MY SACK MY PALMS MOIST WITH BLOOD BEFORE OTHERS ARRIVE I FLEE, NO ONE WILL FIND ME YOU ALL SUFFER MOTHERS WEEP THINKING OF THEIR PERISHED CHILDREN DOOR OPENS TO REVEAL A PLACE OF SUFFERING MY VICTIMS I CAST DOWN INTO A DARK CORNER REMOVE LIMBS RELEASING MY BLOODY LUBRICANT! MASTURBATE SEVERED HEAD SO MANY MORE TO KILL KILLING CHRISTIANS OR SIMPLY MAIMING THEM ONE WAY OR THE OTHER THEY MUST BE FORCED TO KNOW THEIR GOD IS DEAD AND SO IS CHRISTIANITY AND NOW GOD'S NAME IS DRAINED FOR ALL ITS WORTH DIE CHRISTIAN MOTHERFUCKER HOW MANY LIVES MUST BE TAKEN AWAY JUST TO HAVE A ROTTEN CORPSE ON MY DICK BUTCHERING A CHILD AND SAVING SEGMENTS I MUST RETURN SOON TO THE SCENE OF MY CRIME NAMELESS FACES, SCATTERED REMNANTS NOT AS MANY DEAD AS I WOULD HAVE WISHED THIS STRUCTURE I CRUSH JUST TO MASTURBATE WITH A LIFELESS CHILD CORPSE Devour The Rotten Flesh Flesh Prisms of color radiate from your eyes Through these slits you view your misery Death lurks deep into your rotting soul Brought to the surface by a chemical aroma Life has given up on you in your domicilic tomb Your dead children clutching one another Hidden in the corner fleeing from hunger Steaming pus oozing from their swollen orifice Broken glass in one hand, blood caked, stiffened Swollen arteries, hardened and purple Vomit in the other, putrid and foamy Holding the severed head of your faithful wife Her bitching intolerable, now she stuffers Rotting limbs scatter the surface around you Living was their reason to embrace death Dying was the only way for them to live Giving away your worthless life It wasn't hard embracing hell Feeling so cold lying in flames Satan loves you for what you've done Lying in flesh, the screams echo Drowning in blood, eaten alive Over and over, raped by demons Never ending screams of despair Turn and see a beautifully putrid sight Corpses of your children fusing to your chest Burning flesh drips liquidly from their faces The torment you caused them they reflect Into your soul, You devour rotten flesh to Remove it from your own But there is no end to this pain and you laugh Embracing hell and enduring the torture Sinking languidly into the misery and hatred I lament the sheer pleasure I derive from this Reconditioning The Flock Enveloped by waves of violently burning hatred Pulling from all sides, nothingness beckons persistently The knowledge of utter humanity and its toils I can feel my own insides in full view of my enemy Left behind, forgotten To think that your cries and heard -an impossibility Left to suffer without justification -alone He who saved so many will never save again Non-truths and deception roll down his dirty cheek Never to repent to suck a filthy fucking liar The Christ of those unwilling to make their own way A mind open to images of a divine bliss The only way to enter is to stop living life Enveloped by waves of violently burning hatred Pulling from all sides nothingness beckons persistently Giving away your love gift To the god who speaks through man How jaded your simple little mind has become He who saved so many will never save again Have you ever met your god face to face So called miracles but how can you know A simple explanation of your pathetic dependencies Bow before the altar and all your sins are washed away Just your peace of mind transforming into image An idol for all to fear and beg for forgiveness from But where have all your miracles gone Without your belief you find no meaning This shallow story written so long ago Why can't these sheep awaken A loose knit collection of rules and regulation Calling for one to give ones self to a filthy fucking super-hero Walk on water, heal leper, where has this magician gone Understand the error presented by the tellers of folk and lore Releasing this source of all my anger Letting go of Sunday fucking fairy tales The knowledge of oneself should take priority I will never bow before your Christ of a forgotten time God Was Created Made For Her Jesus JESUS! Sacred and ancient her images of what he was enshrined upon her bedroom wall A picture of beauty and perfection Halo vividly backing a man of such flawlessness Lusting eyes easily attracting the whore Laying in her bed, mind drifting to her own self-consumed fantasy What has he done to deserve her, not even daddy can take her here Glassy slitted eyes wander across the fading wallpaper Absorbing visions of a large wooden crucifix and the picture of her lord She loves the picture of her lord... "This cross took his life," she thinks in perverted passion her fingers caress the swollen pink lips that were made for her Jesus... She feels a wrath that is so comforting feeling of childhood memories that she cannot forget Bedsprings creak as raise to her feet holding her crotch stumble forward Blindly reaches Forward dimly lit Comforting haven This sickening spectacle Virgin scraping at her clit grab the cross from the wall her secretions flow As the twinkling Diamond doorknob Turns and the light Shines in the old man Stands with little girl His silhouette cast Across the dark wall Changing so slightly She feels a warmth that is so comforting... A feeling of childhood memories that she cannot forget... Sacred and ancient her images of what he was Enshrined upon her bedroom wall She feels a warmth that is so comforting A feeling of childhood memories that she cannot forget Bed springs creak as she raises to her feet Holding her crotch stumbling forward blindly, she reaches forward Grabbing the cross from the wall, her secretions flow as the twinkling diamond doorknob turns and the light shines in The old man stands watching his little girl, his silhouette cast across the dark wall changing so slightly His hardness foreshadows what is to come He whispers out the name of their savior and walks up to her... She Never Noticed Me "Sitting alone, staring blankly at the floor, my thoughts turn to her...." What to say? (she is so beautiful, she'd never want me) Who is she? (she says nothing to no one perpetually) -Back of the room, her face in a book, her skirt riding high on her thigh Number one student, top of the class, she exists to no one but me.... What to say? (she is so beautiful, she'd never want me) Who is she? (she says nothing to no one perpetually) What to say? (she is so beautiful, she'd never want me) Who is she? (she says nothing to no one perpetually) I sometimes notice the bruise on her face, or the swollen lip And most often I gaze at the cross which hangs between her breasts.... 'So soft and gentle...so beautiful..." I dream of her....Playing out scenes in my mind... I dream of her....Kissing me gently, caressing... I must kill her....She doesn't want me, she'll die... I must kill her....She can have no one but me! (Here I come!!) Venturing into the street.... I know where she lives.... I know where her bedroom is.... I know everything about her... She'll see- I'll show her She'll see- I'll show her -Her light is off, but her bedroom door is open, I can see her... Legs spread, I can hear her moans through the window.... "But there's something wrong," ....she gazes at a picture of Jesus.... Watching her in that room, I am in love with her.... Fantasy From Pain Night breeze stiffens my muscles, trees bend in the street light Leaves rustle by ominously, a chill quakes through my mind Though tear drenched eye I witness, this innocents demise The heavy hand of her father, her virginal flesh defiled My hand moves to my scrotum, not wanting to enjoy But the pulsating heat of my passion, I can feel on my inner thigh Peering through the bushes, to the dimly lit room inside Desecration of a young girl, makes me wish she was my bride Now I must venture further, into this shrine of pain To satisfy my suffering, and end this creatures demise. Now its my turn, I make my way into this foul environment His dick slips out, in utter dismay his gaze meets with mine My actions swift, as I push him to the floor this man will have to die His daughter panting, crouched in terror they both await my next move.... Reflecting on my actions, I understand what must now happen Concentrating my weight into my knee, I drop upon his face My erection is persistent, so I turn and peer downwards Laying in a pool of vaginal fluid, I approach my victim Regret! Sorrow! Sadness! Aching for my death.... The pulsing flesh under me, I can't fulfill my urges Stepping out of myself and letting the hate control Quivering in such ecstasy, my thoughts now wander Into a void, another plane, a heightened state of mind Driven into this negativity and exploring Surprisingly she cannot feel my hands around her neck, or my death sinking into her.... Shaking.... Smiling.... Weeping.... Bleeding.... Her Jesus embraces touching, her breast tenderly with a light push he enters, her swollen lips But looming in the back of her mind the knowledge that her Jesus is dead Christ, I Fucking Hate You! Her father lies bleeding, his blood on my hands Gratitude apparent, her sobs turn to signs of relief Touching her tear-stained cheek, gazing deeply into her eyes she worships me as a god We embrace passionately on the floor, spreading her legs My fantasy fleshed forever.... I shove myself gently into her, gasping she smiles and cries Her blood streams from the vagina, she used to be a virgin whore (Fucking her, this is my Fantasy!) Father knew better than to take that away His dick only went in her mouth and her ass I am the one whom she'll remember always As he who made her tremble with first orgasm My body now growing numb I don't know why I can feel my insides changing into...a god (What is wrong? Who am I becoming?) I become her Jesus in the flesh Blood on my hands pouring from gaping holes She gets to fuck me! The Son of God! A fantasy she has for pain I inflict My hands slide up her breasts so slowly And constrict around her neck tightly... Cartilage and veins popping, her expression is delight As I climax, my thorny crown drops upon her bloated face Suddenly her Christ is gone and so is she He took away my only passion in life And now all I have is a pile of broken flesh His possession has robbed me, and all I feel is hate... CHRIST, I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! CHRIST, I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! CHRIST, I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! Lusting For Affection He was a young man, his life just begun but never felt young His parents hurt him, and stole his childhood beat it out of his young mind Dad was a veteran and alcoholic and so violent Mother just sat there watching the TV her only words hate she paid no notice to him he couldn't love her if she died he wouldn't care So now he's so cold with no emotion And no one matters All that he can feel, merely physical he thinks that is emotion (He feels nothing) Day to day lusting after flesh Feeling satisfied with penetration All the girls in his mind Fantasy merely postpones his wrath Acting out, soon follows Walking dead women waiting to die Fingernails embedded deep into flesh Straddling his body gyrating slowly Soft hair flows over ripe breasts swaying gently Her screams of ecstasy, not fear this time Digging through her garbage, searching for something Picking through remnants of her daily patterns Discarded tampon, telephone bill stub, last night's dinner His heart growing fonder with every load he takes Dreaming of what is to come for this girl Her broken ripped flesh, swollen on his penis Upon his discovery of her depressive state of existence....her sorrow His attention to her growing stronger, more obsessive....she's his His collection now nearing completion He knows everything His parents are blamed, his misperception They created his problems His mind is feeble, like a rape-machine Sex is what drives him His first is special, and so beautiful She doesn't know what's coming........... The Last Fantasy Of Christ His head drops gently upon simple rolled cloth His meek conditions depress Reflecting upon the days events How much time he's lost Healing the sick, Raising the dead, Being a savior His words create belief Through a vast wasteland to spread belief "when will they understand?" From city to city to spread God's word A man can live only so long.... He sighs drifting off into sleep So many to touch deeply, In his mind he is right....chosen one! !!!YOU FUCKING LIAR!!! His dream foretells of his kingdom-die! His picture on walls of bedrooms-almighty Christ! He will be martyred in their eyes-he smiles! People will die forever in-his name! "Even if you did exist, you'll never know what happened to us, you died before it even began..." But next he sees what will send him into sadness Depressed, angered, insane....this young girl with a lust for his blood and his cock, gazing sexually at him He knows his point is lost on whores and on the rest No need for him to live, maybe death would even help.... I Didn't Kill Her The sunlight fading as air cools from blistering day Stars appear in the dusken sky, invoking urgent senses The breeze wafts fragrance of passion and winter forgotten Moving forward through rusted iron gates rediscovering distant lost memories Minutes flying by as the scene darkens Scurrying across dew soaked greenery Unearthing freshly planted arrangements Beads of sweat stream into my wildly rolling eyes, burning Causing my vision to take on kaleidoscopic characteristics The view is so inspiring as my target is now in blurred sight Her name written so eloquently, I cannot bear the suspense As I open the earth..... Tearing though the ground..... As I penetrate:the earth My skin is soiled and raw...digging Fingernails snap off from misuse The blood flows early tonight... Through The Earth Six Feet Down Fresh Young Corpse I Grow Aroused My shaking bloodied hand scrapes the finished wood As I punch furiously on her box, I first see a crack, then it starts to widen Smashing through the cheap coffin, I drag her body up... Laying her across the dirt, her crucifix glimmers Upon her silky breasts, cold and hard from the cruel earth Laying myself on top of her, to try and warm the flesh Feeling her tight ass, my hands probe between her legs Forcing my fingers into her, I kiss her blue lips Remembering how she felt when alive, now even better!!! Her father, an evil man, he wanted to destroy her Constantly fucking her, and warping her mind My love for her the strongest she'd felt Right under the love for her Jesus... But now we see what-Jesus did for her Her body is mine-He can have her soul Such short time alive-Short to her was good As distant voices start closing in, I hasten the procedure Her body replaced into the ground, to be saved for later Earth filled in hastily as I flee form the graveyard But the fact that makes this all right, I didn't kill her.... God Was Created From beyond the grave to awaken your mind I must teach you a lesson that I never learned But without a god, could you carry on? If the answer is "no", then just stop right there I used to hate her Jesus, but jesus is her..... God was created by human minds Her mind was feeble so she loved god God was created by human minds Her god is dead, because she died God was created by human minds I fucking hate god, so I hate her What I thought to be possession of my own mortal shell Turned out to be my subconscious allowing my mind to be tricked God was created by human minds A ghost to scare you, make you succumb God was created by human minds Pathetic liar, I'm not afraid! Her jesus was not to blame for taking her life she died by my hand My hands around her neck, my cock deep in her cunt Open your mind and understand [Repeat] My hate comes from my mind, violence in my past I fixate and connect, obsess and destroy Her need for a god, created by her past Fear and ostracization, she wanted it this way This abuse created demons, one violent one demure In the name of their god, I denounce the name of Christ I am my own savior From beyond the grave to awaken your mind I must teach you a lesson that I never learned But without a god, could you carry on? If the answer is "no", then just stop right there Youareyourowngod I ammyowngod I Must Not Live My wretched flesh stings just adding to my pain I must not live, I am a curse. What have I done? She was the only one, my life now meaningless. Merely wasting flesh I hate myself. Her Flesh Since Rotten Away I hate you jesus I blame you You fucking bastard you stole her You made me worthless to myself The only answer....my revenge It suddenly is so clear Sobbing through a smile.... When you've lost everything there is nothing more to lose, now my Revelation unfolds before me Back to School but with intent to spill the blood of christs' sheep on my flesh Christ, they will pay for your sins Everyone guilty in my eyes My blade warm in my moist hand Who will be the first? Quickly venturing into the bathroom, class is in session I find a young girl in a stall, I am in love again I want to take as many as I can This little whore gutted on the toilet My dick stiffens staring at her vagina Warm wet pool spreads across the tile This is not a replacement Like a spider web no escape This girls come in but never leave I start to lose count of my victims Blood to my ankles vindicates They are on to me I pierce my wrist This part is easy.... Blood pours form my arm, I cannot let them take me I give myself to satan, I will not let jesus have me The Lord's Work The lords work [2x] My head begins to swim With visions of my life So much blood [2x] And for nothing more than a man-made dream My family is dead because they made me Lusting for Affection in gods name Their blood merely a drop in oceans I created I am doing....the lords work [2x] Watching her in that room as she ignores me I feel so alone, she never noticed me Jealous of her god she did it to herself I couldn't bear to see her love anyone Slipping away My only escape My blood drains Death I embrace My body grows numb for the last time Looking around at the innocent victims I must not live to see another day This bathroom is where I take my last breath The Lords Work [2x] So Much Pain [2x] The Lords Work [2x] Is bullshit [2x] This story is the last fantasy of christ Magical power that never existed He was a man just like any other His story was blown out of proportion I did kill her He Never did a thing Christ, I Fucking Hate You! The Lords Work [4x] God Was Created [4x] Don't believe all their lies The Lords Work [2x] All lyrics are the property and copyright of their respective owners and provided for educational purposes and personal use only

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